Brilliant Light of Morning

In the brilliant light of morning
A smile invades the corners of my mouth
Change has become constant
And familiar places seem different
The moods have become moments
The moments have become filled
Filled with an echo of abandon
That no longer leaves me afraid –
Alone
Seemingly lost in an abyss of disconnection
But an anchor keeps me grounded
A strength focuses my truth
I didn’t know how I would weather
The internal abuse
That I continued to inflict
Because I lost sight of my magnificence…
But,
In the brilliant light of the morning
The growth becomes a natural process
Awareness becomes my friend
As I walk through the experience
Of emptiness…
Loneliness…
And discover it’s real significance…
Paradoxical duality
Lends to a grand appreciation
For the complexity of happiness…
I’m comfortable in the moment…
Loving the skin I am developing…
The seeds are beginning to sprout in the soil of my soul
Nurturing me into a loving place
Where I am no longer looking to control
That which is not mine to own…
In the brilliant light of morning
I’m becoming …
I’m becoming …
Becoming individual in my complexity
Becoming comfortable in my self discoveries
And loving
in my humble understanding
That blaming is retribution
That only serves to mirror my insecurities…
In the brilliant light of morning…
I’m learning
Forgiveness…
Forgiveness is freedom
To love without conditions –
Freely –
And I deserve all the beauty that loving freely…
Without conditions
provides me.
In the brilliant light of morning…
I’m basking in the light…
Glowing in the blessing
And awakening to life as it should be…
In the brilliant light of morning…
I have become – happy!